Waaa..7 days never blog le..hahaha..seriously no time man..got time also go slp early..hahha..
Finally me and Baobei spent 1/2 yr together le..time flies soooo fast...It's as if I've known her for years but only spent few months together..really the time pass so fast when you're with your loved ones rite..hahahaha..
Anyway, these few days kept going CC to help out in mailing..5000 letters need to be done man!! omg...today need go down again..but I very happy to help all these things..if accomplished I gonna have a gd meal..hahahaha..very satisfying de lei when completed doing something..somemore nvr send so many letters in my life before..hahaha..
Then went Pulau Ubin recently but will upload the photos fast de..heee..
Anyway, heard Westwood kena H1N1..hope that teacher is alrite..now Tekong also tio..donno go in do wat liao..jialat..heard everyday clean clean clean..hahhaa..but i go in purpose is to train lei..like tt how sia..
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
EVEREADY!
Donno why I so gan chiong want go BMT..but seriously very curious wanna know how isit like inside..Even though not fang xin my loved ones here but I still need to go..Nvm la..very fast de..sat sun also can come out have fun and get together..hahaha...
here's some pics which I've taken aft i brought back my BMT stuff from CCK ST logistics..haha..
No. 4 with LBV and helmetUntil now still haven check my list of items properly..hahaha..really busy man..;p
So now looking forward to 13th July..think 12th my heartbeat will increase plus high blood pressure coz too excited le..whahahahhaha...
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Suay Day
Wa lao eh..today damn tmd suay lor..'marina bay' lei...
In the morning I woke up like 15mins earlier..tot can relac relac for a while..then I see the timing,idiot,6.10am! That's the time I shd TAKE BUS already!! Then after tt wtf, the bus going at speed of 30km/hr..I think I run also faster lor!! But lucky I got to workplace in time..haha..
Then at work, reprimanded by madam..aft tt I lost a very important CD which I am supposed to pass to an Encik..Ask those ppl keep saying no no no nvr took..Coz I passed to someone and he say he pass to another person..then tt 'persons' all say don hav..wth..anyway I found it myself..it's somewhere in the dusty area..wtf..
After I OT till 6pm lei, I went to take mrt..I took this NEW route home wanted to try out..so quickly take bus to Eunos mrt..Then the f***ing mrt spoil..delay for 20mins plus..then reach home at 8pm..wtf..
Suay day man..
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
In the morning I woke up like 15mins earlier..tot can relac relac for a while..then I see the timing,idiot,6.10am! That's the time I shd TAKE BUS already!! Then after tt wtf, the bus going at speed of 30km/hr..I think I run also faster lor!! But lucky I got to workplace in time..haha..
Then at work, reprimanded by madam..aft tt I lost a very important CD which I am supposed to pass to an Encik..Ask those ppl keep saying no no no nvr took..Coz I passed to someone and he say he pass to another person..then tt 'persons' all say don hav..wth..anyway I found it myself..it's somewhere in the dusty area..wtf..
After I OT till 6pm lei, I went to take mrt..I took this NEW route home wanted to try out..so quickly take bus to Eunos mrt..Then the f***ing mrt spoil..delay for 20mins plus..then reach home at 8pm..wtf..
Suay day man..
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Time flies soooooooooo WOLS
Wa lao eh..Seriously cant wait for madam to come back..coz my time at AFS now is terribly slow..
From morning, I ate breakfast at canteen, then go toilet etc.
see the mails, see news update on computer..
late morning go lib use internet..aft that go E-mart buy PT clothes..
Lunching..Then go slack for a while..
afternoon go read article on the computer..go for break..
then wait for 3.30pm go gym..run..gym..
anxiously wait for 5.30pm..
Hahaha..Tt's my life @ AFS if do nothing..SLACK..which I don really like..
going to gym is ok..but other things that I do I cant remain like this forever..
So, 13th July faster come!! I've been waiting for you very long time ago le..pls pls pls..I need you..;p
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
From morning, I ate breakfast at canteen, then go toilet etc.
see the mails, see news update on computer..
late morning go lib use internet..aft that go E-mart buy PT clothes..
Lunching..Then go slack for a while..
afternoon go read article on the computer..go for break..
then wait for 3.30pm go gym..run..gym..
anxiously wait for 5.30pm..
Hahaha..Tt's my life @ AFS if do nothing..SLACK..which I don really like..
going to gym is ok..but other things that I do I cant remain like this forever..
So, 13th July faster come!! I've been waiting for you very long time ago le..pls pls pls..I need you..;p
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Follow Ur Heart II
DISCIPLINE
Many people always neglect this word. It's actually a very natural thing in you. Either you ARE or NOT DISCIPLINE.
"Have the discipline to do little things you don't like, and you can spend your life doing the big things you like."
It's true that sometimes we don't enjoy what we are doing regularly. We don't like to study, don't like to work, don't like to workout or exercise. But while you're doing it, you never realise that you could get a diploma, degree cert, never realise that you could save so much with $1 or $2 savings each day, and never realise that you could have such a nice bod. It's all these small little things that make BIG things.
In the past, I've always tried to save $0.50 or $1 into my piggy bank. But sometimes I took out and use it on drinks,bus fares whatever. Soon I realise I never saved much and fucked it, I throw the piggy bank away. Now I discipline myself, saving whatever $1 or $0.50 coins I have and put into my piggy bank-AND NOT TAKE OUT ANY. Now every month I would have extra $100! That's really a lot.
That time I met a sales person introducing saving plans. She mentioned that everytime we din realise we always spent those $5 plus on unneccessary things, why not save them each day and make it few $100 and save it. It's true I sometimes see things I like I just buy UNNECCESSARILY(especially when there's discount..hahaha..).
No wonder in RSAF they taught us to be disciplined(one of our core values). Maybe it's one of the reason why I wanna sign on as regular because I can learn to grow as a person and be disciplined.Hahaha...
Actually discipline also equals to freedom. If you can do things rightfully yourself without much supervision, your boss wun bother you with work. I believe that as long as you did your job well done, I wun bother if you're playing games or sleep in the office(for a while I mean). And I mean a WELL DONE JOB. Not saying a mediocre job.
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
Many people always neglect this word. It's actually a very natural thing in you. Either you ARE or NOT DISCIPLINE.
"Have the discipline to do little things you don't like, and you can spend your life doing the big things you like."
It's true that sometimes we don't enjoy what we are doing regularly. We don't like to study, don't like to work, don't like to workout or exercise. But while you're doing it, you never realise that you could get a diploma, degree cert, never realise that you could save so much with $1 or $2 savings each day, and never realise that you could have such a nice bod. It's all these small little things that make BIG things.
In the past, I've always tried to save $0.50 or $1 into my piggy bank. But sometimes I took out and use it on drinks,bus fares whatever. Soon I realise I never saved much and fucked it, I throw the piggy bank away. Now I discipline myself, saving whatever $1 or $0.50 coins I have and put into my piggy bank-AND NOT TAKE OUT ANY. Now every month I would have extra $100! That's really a lot.
That time I met a sales person introducing saving plans. She mentioned that everytime we din realise we always spent those $5 plus on unneccessary things, why not save them each day and make it few $100 and save it. It's true I sometimes see things I like I just buy UNNECCESSARILY(especially when there's discount..hahaha..).
No wonder in RSAF they taught us to be disciplined(one of our core values). Maybe it's one of the reason why I wanna sign on as regular because I can learn to grow as a person and be disciplined.Hahaha...
Actually discipline also equals to freedom. If you can do things rightfully yourself without much supervision, your boss wun bother you with work. I believe that as long as you did your job well done, I wun bother if you're playing games or sleep in the office(for a while I mean). And I mean a WELL DONE JOB. Not saying a mediocre job.
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Zzzzz....
Waa..damn tired this few days..
monday go gym take weights..today go gym weights again..then today I finally tried the rope climbing watever they call need for BMT training..finally I DID IT! I CAN CLIMB LOR!! at least BMT know how isit..now still a bit slack..until i go bmt is culture shock..hahaha..i'm ready for it..COME ON!
But wtf..I donno how to come down den I slide down..Ssssss...got that super SHIOK sensation on my hands and my legs..now very pain..blister all over..
but tmr think going gym again..hahaha..coz this few days nothing do..go gym lor..
So many events coming..thurs maybe go eat with Raina they all..Fri meet Sw they all..sat go swimming and running..sun CC open house..thinking of renting car like sw..$30 per day..whahahahaha...so cheap..but still deciding whether wan anot..
Wanna buy handphone also..NON-CAMERA..wth..sian..maybe by Nokia E61 which sebas is using de lo..i think tt's the most I like de...other models my air force frens take le I don wan eh..hahahaha..don wan copy them..;p
k,damn sleepy le..nitez..
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
monday go gym take weights..today go gym weights again..then today I finally tried the rope climbing watever they call need for BMT training..finally I DID IT! I CAN CLIMB LOR!! at least BMT know how isit..now still a bit slack..until i go bmt is culture shock..hahaha..i'm ready for it..COME ON!
But wtf..I donno how to come down den I slide down..Ssssss...got that super SHIOK sensation on my hands and my legs..now very pain..blister all over..
but tmr think going gym again..hahaha..coz this few days nothing do..go gym lor..
So many events coming..thurs maybe go eat with Raina they all..Fri meet Sw they all..sat go swimming and running..sun CC open house..thinking of renting car like sw..$30 per day..whahahahaha...so cheap..but still deciding whether wan anot..
Wanna buy handphone also..NON-CAMERA..wth..sian..maybe by Nokia E61 which sebas is using de lo..i think tt's the most I like de...other models my air force frens take le I don wan eh..hahahaha..don wan copy them..;p
k,damn sleepy le..nitez..
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Follow Ur Heart
Just read a book called "Follow Your Heart" by Andrew Matthews about finding purpose in your life and work.
Recently, I've many fucked up things like the fucked up taxis, fucked up accident, fucked up injuries, fucked up IO, nearly fucked up cannot go BMT, fucked up keep withdrawing money from my bank,and fucked up two-headed snakes around me. And it's 9th time I say "fucked up".
Like this, I can keep on and on with my "fucked ups" about my life and people around me. But, what's the point? No point...
From young, I kept on wondering, why the heck my parents brought me to this world, this family. Wondering why THIS KIND OF family. Money - Quarrels - Money AGAIN - Suicides - MONEY MONEY AND MONEY. Is money that really important?Can it buy love? I always dream of having lots of money, then my whole family will be together. But don't think so now. Even my dad won Toto, he will keep to himself,or at most some to me, but not my mom,sis or bro. In the end half of them still poor. My mom wouldn't go back to my dad, neither my sis nor my bro. Probably life for me might change - buy new car, bike, clothes, or new facelift for my room, etc. But it does not FACELIFT my FAMILY. I always complain to God "Why always me?", "Why always give me this kinda shitty things happening to me? and why not others?".
Now I know all these are lessons for me. Lesson teach me not to see money so important.
Imagine if I'm fucking rich from young, I wun be the Cecilia I am now. I'll be proud, arrogant.....But if I am poor but my wealth are growing slowly by working hard, I will save money, buy neccessary things,do meaningful things or even donate more money if I'm am richer.
If I din have the accident, I might not learn to keep a longer distance and also keep away from taxis. If din have this accident, WORSE, I might go at higher speed and just die on the spot.
The people I hate to see, hate to talk to. They are just THERE - in my life. No choice have to see and talk to them. Just accept them lor. If my life wun have these people, I wun know what are two-headed snakes. Books don teach me how to look out for these people. It is lessons from life that we know. Driving Theory Books also din tell me TAXIS were dangerous. All this comes from life experiences. Only from life experiences, we know who are these people, what are the problems and BOOOOMMBB!!! -comes the 'disasters' when it happens, we learn it.
Most of the times when the 'disasters' come, we tend to say 'why me?' and not learn it. Probably locked urself for a week or sometimes even for a month from people who care for you, and many great things which you've missed. What's the point? The sun still rise, the raining clouds still move away, now you still in one piece and still have to live on. Just live on lor. Either you can choose to be happy or sad. Nobody can help you. Not even God. He wun say," don be sad, next path I giving you will be great happiness." No, God don act this way, seriously. If you don move at all, if you just locked urself up, you still end up locking urself up.
So for me, whatever has happened, HAS HAPPENED. Whatever has not happened, I'm ready to take it seriously. Love it or Hate it. Ur life will be depend on how you act and what you do, how you react to different situation. Life will never be easy. Even when you're old,retired,having lots of money,but ur health still deteriorates. 生死病老.
So given two choices - live it HAPPILY or FULL OF COMPLAINTS?
of course happily lor.
Now I learnt not to complain. Coz I know I have the people I loved around me. My dad,mom,sis,bro(yea, he still my bro,love or hate him),baobei,sistaz,buddy,machi,friends, god ma/dad, aunties etc..what for I complain..I got what I wanted,bikes,cars don have but I know sooner or later..BMT passed. So now what? COME ON,GIVE ME MORE CHALLENGES! I WANT TO GROW!
of course don implicate my loved ones. Even it does, I take it. I am ready for it.not say I wished for.but I guessed I'm ready.
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
Recently, I've many fucked up things like the fucked up taxis, fucked up accident, fucked up injuries, fucked up IO, nearly fucked up cannot go BMT, fucked up keep withdrawing money from my bank,and fucked up two-headed snakes around me. And it's 9th time I say "fucked up".
Like this, I can keep on and on with my "fucked ups" about my life and people around me. But, what's the point? No point...
From young, I kept on wondering, why the heck my parents brought me to this world, this family. Wondering why THIS KIND OF family. Money - Quarrels - Money AGAIN - Suicides - MONEY MONEY AND MONEY. Is money that really important?Can it buy love? I always dream of having lots of money, then my whole family will be together. But don't think so now. Even my dad won Toto, he will keep to himself,or at most some to me, but not my mom,sis or bro. In the end half of them still poor. My mom wouldn't go back to my dad, neither my sis nor my bro. Probably life for me might change - buy new car, bike, clothes, or new facelift for my room, etc. But it does not FACELIFT my FAMILY. I always complain to God "Why always me?", "Why always give me this kinda shitty things happening to me? and why not others?".
Now I know all these are lessons for me. Lesson teach me not to see money so important.
Imagine if I'm fucking rich from young, I wun be the Cecilia I am now. I'll be proud, arrogant.....But if I am poor but my wealth are growing slowly by working hard, I will save money, buy neccessary things,do meaningful things or even donate more money if I'm am richer.
If I din have the accident, I might not learn to keep a longer distance and also keep away from taxis. If din have this accident, WORSE, I might go at higher speed and just die on the spot.
The people I hate to see, hate to talk to. They are just THERE - in my life. No choice have to see and talk to them. Just accept them lor. If my life wun have these people, I wun know what are two-headed snakes. Books don teach me how to look out for these people. It is lessons from life that we know. Driving Theory Books also din tell me TAXIS were dangerous. All this comes from life experiences. Only from life experiences, we know who are these people, what are the problems and BOOOOMMBB!!! -comes the 'disasters' when it happens, we learn it.
Most of the times when the 'disasters' come, we tend to say 'why me?' and not learn it. Probably locked urself for a week or sometimes even for a month from people who care for you, and many great things which you've missed. What's the point? The sun still rise, the raining clouds still move away, now you still in one piece and still have to live on. Just live on lor. Either you can choose to be happy or sad. Nobody can help you. Not even God. He wun say," don be sad, next path I giving you will be great happiness." No, God don act this way, seriously. If you don move at all, if you just locked urself up, you still end up locking urself up.
So for me, whatever has happened, HAS HAPPENED. Whatever has not happened, I'm ready to take it seriously. Love it or Hate it. Ur life will be depend on how you act and what you do, how you react to different situation. Life will never be easy. Even when you're old,retired,having lots of money,but ur health still deteriorates. 生死病老.
So given two choices - live it HAPPILY or FULL OF COMPLAINTS?
of course happily lor.
Now I learnt not to complain. Coz I know I have the people I loved around me. My dad,mom,sis,bro(yea, he still my bro,love or hate him),baobei,sistaz,buddy,machi,friends, god ma/dad, aunties etc..what for I complain..I got what I wanted,bikes,cars don have but I know sooner or later..BMT passed. So now what? COME ON,GIVE ME MORE CHALLENGES! I WANT TO GROW!
of course don implicate my loved ones. Even it does, I take it. I am ready for it.not say I wished for.but I guessed I'm ready.
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
13TH JULY 2009
BMT on 13th July-NOT THE 13th FIRDAY!!!
Haha..lucky me..I not so suay afterall..anyway I just ran 2.4km. SHIT. I ran 13mins plus compared to last time i ran 12mins plus..I want get gold for my IPPT. Jialat 1 month MC at home never train..now weak le..jialat..
Me and Baobei planning run and swim every weekends le..WohoO!! Finally she can train me le..will be tired I know but no choice..Baobei u must help me!!
13th July think i'll be very anxious..scared lei..heard i only gals..maybe need sleep and chiong with the guys..but some say got gals from army and navy..donno la..see my luck..
Now must motivate myself to train up and build up muscles..den can go thru BMT..After BMT must go thru SISPEC..also another jialat one..but I'll jia you de!!!Heh heh heh...
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
Haha..lucky me..I not so suay afterall..anyway I just ran 2.4km. SHIT. I ran 13mins plus compared to last time i ran 12mins plus..I want get gold for my IPPT. Jialat 1 month MC at home never train..now weak le..jialat..
Me and Baobei planning run and swim every weekends le..WohoO!! Finally she can train me le..will be tired I know but no choice..Baobei u must help me!!
13th July think i'll be very anxious..scared lei..heard i only gals..maybe need sleep and chiong with the guys..but some say got gals from army and navy..donno la..see my luck..
Now must motivate myself to train up and build up muscles..den can go thru BMT..After BMT must go thru SISPEC..also another jialat one..but I'll jia you de!!!Heh heh heh...
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
Monday, June 1, 2009
ONE WORD - TIRED
Zzzz...Managed to blog after a tedious workout at Bishan..It's call Nordiac walking..simply put it-walking with 2 sticks..hahhaa..sounds wierd but really is using 2 sticks to walk as per normal..sounds easy but using the correct technique, it's fucking tiring and it stretch ur whole arm muscles...Jurong Spring CC is going to be the pioneer batch to start the Nordiac walking class so interested pls join!
First time take 157 bus from my house until all the way to Toa Payoh Interchange..Zzzz...tired and waste of time..playing itouch all the way..sianz...after that still must take bus 90 to AFS..wanted to sleep but..scared over stop..hahaha..
Anyway, the whole journey took me like 2hrs and I was fucking tired and having a headache..my whole body was like floating like my mind..felt so lost initially but now ok le..all my friends are so friendly and welcoming me back warmingly..heee thks guys!
Today did almost nothing except in the morning I had some typing..Other than that I was trying to find out my BMT dates and mine is-->13th July 2009!!! Who same as me ar? Hahahaha..
now looking forward to my officership..interview finished already now waiting for results but donno when lei..lol..
Last thing to blog is my car which failed the bank loan..but tt's ok! I'm ok with it..coz now got BMT already so looking forward to it..having BMT means having PROMOTION! but must pass everything like IPPT la..Hee..
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
First time take 157 bus from my house until all the way to Toa Payoh Interchange..Zzzz...tired and waste of time..playing itouch all the way..sianz...after that still must take bus 90 to AFS..wanted to sleep but..scared over stop..hahaha..
Anyway, the whole journey took me like 2hrs and I was fucking tired and having a headache..my whole body was like floating like my mind..felt so lost initially but now ok le..all my friends are so friendly and welcoming me back warmingly..heee thks guys!
Today did almost nothing except in the morning I had some typing..Other than that I was trying to find out my BMT dates and mine is-->13th July 2009!!! Who same as me ar? Hahahaha..
now looking forward to my officership..interview finished already now waiting for results but donno when lei..lol..
Last thing to blog is my car which failed the bank loan..but tt's ok! I'm ok with it..coz now got BMT already so looking forward to it..having BMT means having PROMOTION! but must pass everything like IPPT la..Hee..
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.
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