Scorpio

Chingay 2010

2010-02-22T11:04:00.003+08:00

On sat I went to chingay with cc aunties and baby...Hee^^

It was very crowded when we reached almost every two step also got people...I HATE CROWDED PLACES!!! omg..can die..don like to squeeze around..but cannot help..i no money book whole place..hahaha..

The first impressive costume i saw was the starwalkers from starwars...Damn cool lei..if i join i also wanna wear this..even though i know it's warm wearing it..hahaha..

Next was the very loud 'bian pao' chinese crackers!!! they are real lei!!! ahhahaha...talk directly into the ears also cannot hear what we are talking..hahahah...Cool!

Then got these big flags which when i young also got saw coz last time my dad got temple at home then always got big tentage events de..hee..plus all the dragons and lions dance..

Last but not least is the fireworks damn nice but oni a few seconds..think one min ba..hahaha..

If can next yr i wan join to perfom..but wan wear nice nice de costume..HEH...

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Baby's sister's wedding...

2010-01-09T08:55:00.004+08:00

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2010-01-09T08:45:00.002+08:00

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2010-01-09T08:36:00.003+08:00

Every yr I got diff surprise for my bd..this time round i knew wat the surprise agak agak was like when sigua and hz insist on meeting JUST for dinner and buy sigua's watever shoe or present for her fren..hahahhaha...

Din know they went to make cake for me though..but i sense something wrong tt time when hz insist on ambush for dinner..hahaha..

wonderful cake they made for me..whahahaha!thanks sistaz!!! muackz love ya all!

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

2010-01-09T08:19:00.003+08:00

ok,so here's what happened before year 2010 came...

A bunch of idiot-lookalike went to yixian'a jia..(stand alone house)

LOOK AT IDIOTS:

idiotss rite?esp si gua..always wan act face small small..wahhahaha! hz also...i most normal de..coz face alr cute and smaller so donnid act..whahahahaha!

After that we played poker games throughout- Big 2(Dai Di),Indian poker(where everyone put cards on their heads and cant see the card,bluff them that they shd change card becoz too low or high..) and yong qiang's game named BLUFF(indian poker nicer lor!)

After which, we saw the mini little imchi imchi fireworks across yixian's house de boon lay street..half of it blocked by the tall HDB..dammit!

It was a simple but great New Year spent with my friends! I love this kinda relax and wonderful times with them and whoa,with them 8 yrs friends le....time flies so fast wo..^^

Last but not least..I spent with baby New Year again..AGAIN at boon lay..haha..1 yr has past and I still love her as always....<3

gonna bring her home gonna bring her home gonna bring her home..wee^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS and FAMILY!

ps:surprise sia I nvr drink this time round..i broke record le! HEE....

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

after so long..

2009-12-14T23:58:00.002+08:00

so long nvr blog liao..haha..anyway,wishes for my new yr:

1.DON drink anymore..my liver cant take it..
2.Wii console
3.Wii guitar hero world tour set
4.wii sports
5.new handphone
6.more time for her
7.more time for friends
8.more fun at work
9.plasma tv

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

FINALLY

2009-11-13T23:27:00.002+08:00

Finally,SISPEC finished..
Finally,all the hell finished..
Finally, i can get out of Pasir Laba Camp..
Wahahhahahah!
And ya,surprisingly i got Best Female Trainee..wahhahaha!
Very last min thing..I was at the Graduation Parade..when suddenly my sergeant major called me to step out..I was thinking..'omg,wat did i do wrongly?wat happened?jialat liao..' LOL!
Then he called Ting Ting the Best Female PT to teach me how to salute and parade procedure..i was like-'HUH?! why muz do this?i don wan! Cfm is anyhow ask someone to just fill in the gaps of the award but actually nvr give me de..' wahhahaha...silly man..
when singing the SISPEC song i also donno how to sing..i hum 70% of the song..lol..;p

BUT,still gd still gd..at least got something after all the shits I did..haha..
=)
probably one of my best present after hongu n yx's bd present for me! HEE~

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Marina Barrage

2009-11-07T22:24:00.004+08:00

Wee~ today hongu,yixian and baby celebrated an early birthday for me..whahahhaha! so simple but yet so fun and meaningful i love it..HEE^^

they made hotdogs, nuggets, potato salad(which baby ate most of it..;p) and we played 'zhong ji mi ma',who lose will eat the remaining stuffs left..hahahhaa...yixian lost twice! lol..

Then at night we went to marina square shopping n sat down to cut the cake..and u know wat?hongu made the cake chui le!!!hahahahahahha!!!coz he anyhow swing here swing there..cake chui le..but i still taste the love from them!! Heh heh heh...

i love ya all! thk you my fren..indeed my 8 yrs frens..how time flies..always miss this kinda feeling with you all-simple yet fun..LOL! THANK YOU LOVE YA!muackz...<3

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Urban Operation(UO) 2days 1 night

2009-11-06T19:26:00.002+08:00

OH MAN! wat is 2days 1night to me man...hahahha...been thru 6days/4days fieldcamp..shd be nothing one..BUT! apparently, i preferred FIELDCAMPS!! omg..suprisingly..i preferred the training in field but not sleeping there definitely! hahahah..UO to me can be quite dry sometimes..coz it's quite idiot proof..but field diff..coz terrain is unpredictable!!hahhaha...

donno did i do well anot in UO..fieldcamp i impressed the sgt and encik..UO? but encik pillay commented i got 'situational awareness' wonder it's a good thing anot..he say i shd be in medic..OMG! no way man..not that i scared of blood but i don like it..hahahha..

today saw how PTI train..they swam for 200m..after tt rundown SOC and run 1.5km continuously..wa lao eh..how fit are they man! damn f***ing fit lor!! pei fu pei fu!
ps:i would nvr be a PTI..;p

donno if can go OCS anot..if really i got chance,shd i take up this opportunity?or shd i just take no pay leave to study?i really wanna study lei..it's gd for my future next time..i don wanna lag behind seriously..haiz..but if go OCS,need serve another 6yrs more..arghhhhhhhhh!!!!! more UO and fieldcamps ahead.....lol...

birthday coming..but donno wanna do wat for myself..i just bought a EVERLAST watch anyway..hee^^ actual price is 167..now 74 after 60% discount..wee!
baby buying me a full set of EVERLAST include singlet,slipper,shorts and maybe sports bra..whahahha!heh heh heh..den y whole body EVERLAST liao...hahahahha...

next week route march 28km..hope is keep turning ard chevron square rather than realli go terrible terrain and march lor!! leg will pain de lei..lol..

jiayou ren ren ren! 1 more week! AND NO LSM FOR ME PLS!!!=)
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Ex Grandslam Fieldcanp 4Days3Nights

2009-11-01T08:36:00.002+08:00

Ytd juz came back from fieldcamp...waaa..i tell u...damn fucking shag de lor!!! first day got ex wanderer navigation test...walk whole day from morning till midnight den can sleep...first day wan die le..imagine the next day need dig shellscrap..idiot..den at same time got assessment test on fieldcamp..shag shag shag!!! at night when back,i ate my dinner(biskit T.T)..then i damn tired somemore sick..then i went to sleep...slowly i'm disturb by a sudden light beside me..AGHHHHHHH................I saw a 'ghost'!!!!!!!! He wanted to grab my rifle!!rifle stolen must confinement lei!!! the 'ghost' told us he has been there for 15mins and nobody notice obviously..he said heard us say:
'aiya,shellscrap donnid so good one la..everybody donnid worry one la...'
all these crap..somemore from our leader platoon seagent..jialat,plus caught me sleeping and never dig shellscrap...shit man,then comes the dog shit tekan liao..
'OK!WHOLE PLATOON NOW GO OUT OF THIS AREA AND EVERYTHING ON IN 3MINS,NOOOWWWW!!'
Shit.
Die liao.
Everbody run like siao,like dog..some donno 'everything on' means must get fieldpack anot..or SBO oni..then some bring some nvr bring..when go out, he say too slow..jialat..run in again...
RUUUUNNNN.....
den go out again..but this time, he see some gt bring fieldpack some nvr..he wants everything on..
shit.then RUUUUNNNNNNNN in again pack our things all stuff inside the fieldpack...
den go out again with fieldpack..
everybody took out everything le...then,he say we too slow..again RUUUNNNNN lor..
haiz..after tt 4th or 5th time den we can stop..but tt's not the end..he checked our fieldpack,take out store items..take out this and that..wa lan..damn tired..
after tt everybody shag out but still muz dig..no dig no sleep..MUST dig finish den can sleep..i don care lor i juz whack whack WHACK..at same time curse and swear sispec..put my anger when digging..hahhahaha...
i dig abt 60% waa damn shag..i went to sleep..don care la!i sick lei but i nvr chao keng..like somebody chao keng..shameless creature..
waa,then 2nd day my turn do assessment..still not bad la..but at night continue digging again..hahaha...

left 2 weeks le...i think i really deserve a very good rest after sispec...pls let me off 1 week..i realli need it..heh^^
.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

T.T

2009-10-16T21:24:00.002+08:00

This is the only moment I've waited for..why your family always wanna ruined it?i getting sick of it really..If they don like me it's ok,i don go ur house tt's all..but why always take away my weekends..always ALWAYS ALWAYS! everytime is whenever you going to stay then something happen...why must like tt?u mean every weekend they sick or wat??where got possible??i really sick..i feel I'm the one who is sick really..i'm tired..tired staying in camps..tired of those bloody guys..tired of all the ppl who lied, tired of the trainings..tired of being a leader for a bunch of idiot and being LPS...BUT WHY ISIT NOW I'M TIRED OF U STAYING OVER? EVERYTIME..it's EVERYTIME WHEN YOU WAN STAY OVER AND YOUR BLOODY IDIOT FAMILY TELL YOU SOMETHING BAD MUST GO HOME!WHY?! just gimme one day one fucking day isit so hard???? i'm really tired...really..i don wish to go on..it's tiring..T.T

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

JB wedding trip

2009-10-11T08:30:00.003+08:00

Last 2 weeks went JB with baby and her sis & jiefu...Hahahaha..wierd rite?but I no choice coz tio emcee for her sis's wedding..;p

a bit funny la i know..but at least her sis maybe nvr against us a lot..or maybe she donno..or maybe she know but juz keep quiet..heh...

Dec is the wedding le..den we went JB and took videos and photos..but mostly is go shopping..heh...her sis somemore give us 200RM each lei..hahahha...

Her sis actually i can say quite pretty..but i not interested la!lol..i still love my baby coz she also as pretty as her..i like her type better..heh heh heh..muackz..

but when i was there..i imagined myself n her also taking photos and wearing wedding clothes..mm..quite cool lei..i will also do it in jb coz cheaper..den go somewhere marry,buy a house near the sea..hugging her..looking towards the horizon..lying on the beach with her..lol...very bliss..=)

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

SISPEC

2009-10-10T07:34:00.002+08:00

T.T

SISPEC really is Suffer In Silence..Every min in camp i really cannot take it..i always think of my house,my own room,own bed every min every sec...I juz hope that the next 5 weeks can faster go thru and finish it..now i know y ppl say AFTC is heaven..it's worst than BMT man!!!

5 MORE WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

My dearest Li Zhen's 21st Birthday

2009-09-20T12:22:00.003+08:00

O.o finally my dearest zhen 21 years old le..hope she enjoyed each and everyday and wish her the best for her future in air force as air engineer officer,Madam Zhen! wahhaha!

emo look-tt's what they miss me doin everytime..lol..

me with Cel..

My buddy xinni

my secret affair -paulin

See they bully me again...sob..

while waiting to cut the cake..lol..

how i wish i faster 21yrs old..then ppl wun keep saying i childish or watsoever...haiz...and hope she can change her thinking towards our relationship too..T.T

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Zouk

2009-09-20T12:14:00.003+08:00

Hahhaha..went to Zouk HerStory..Les and gay party la in another words..;p

anw, i went with mel,cel,xinni,serene and jael..my purpose is to....see mei mei la..wjahahaaha! no la..juz to experience nia..

We all realli looks like gangster hor???lol..;p

In the end, nothing much la(no mei mei)..wahahahhaha! coz all couple couple le..but i got jio 2 pairs of gals la, one pair rejected me..T.T

but another pair came over after i jio...whahahahahah! wee~~~

yuan lai i so charming de..;p

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

First post since entering BMT..

2009-08-09T01:49:00.004+08:00

Aiyo! sorry ah guys..seriously damn busy and shag in BMT..I think it's the only time I can blog liao..somemore next week field camp le..lagi worse..lol..

Entering BMT, I failed my IPPT CAT test..12.35mins for 2.4km, 162 for SBJ, 4 for inclined pull-up, 11.2 for shuttle run, 48 for sit up...jialat la..if IPPT fail again before POP I will die man..must train liao!

Next is range..Lucky this one i got marksmanship..heng ah..28/32 shoots..At first donno is test..coz the commanders say it's practise..in the end test..diao..

Then I also thrown grenade liao..yea..quite fun la..a bit shag..but only once in lifetime.

Last week went Crazy Elephant with my bunk mates..Tingting,Xinni,Felicia and Desmond, thorns among roses..of course my baby came along with me..heh..

Nice outing. I enjoyed it! Wohooo!!! Next time go double O liao..whahaha..ladies nite free flow!!

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

0800 SAF Ferry Terminal

2009-07-12T15:24:00.002+08:00

Okok..seriously last day liao..haiz..but so busy on this last day..wahahha!

morning went to CCK for line dance..they blocked the whole brickland road for the cycling competition sia..lol..after dancing for 1 hr plus, we watched the hip hop group dance..so zai lei..not bad..i thinking of joining hip hop group also..whahahah..serious..i like hip hop but no time join...haiz..anyone wan join me?lol..

Then after tt i went to cut my hair..really EVERY CENTS COUNT man...coz it cost me oni $3.80 but the cutting realli not very gd..whahaha..but don care la..at least not bo ta can liao..after tt go taake passport photo..also kns..neighbourhood de standard realli cmi sia..haiz..

then after reaching home CCJiejie called me for swimming at one auntie's condo..diao! i was preparing to go home pack my bmt stuff lor..but i still went..heh.;p

reached there, i was like 'whoa' here and there like sua gu like tt..whahahaha..the bbq pit area got fridge for ppl put things de sia...then went her house see see look look..then we went swimming, jaccuzi, steam room..steam till my face quite red..but shiok..whahahhaaha...

hahhaha...now going sleep first aft my lunch..damn tired..wake up MUST pack bag liao...haiz..

waiting for my babe to come my house tonight..heh heh heh heh heh...;p

cya guys soon! And hope you all take care of urself and I'll miss ya of course..

Sze Wei, Huizhen, HongU, Yixian and buddy pls take care k? don miss me so much..whahahaha..i will call you all when I got my admin time..heh..muackz!

And lastly, baobei, Just wanna let you know that, even though we're far apart, but I've put my heart beside urs, following and always protecting you babe..take care of urself..don let me worry for you..miss and love ya always baby..muackz..<3<3<3

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Hong U's Birthday

2009-07-11T09:56:00.004+08:00

Hahhaha..paiseh wo..not up to date..;p

We celebrated hongU's birthday at my home..pathetic rite?but bo bian i cannot go out of my house sia..for some reason la..sorry hongu made you come my house celebrate..

But all was ok and nice ma..the MEE SUA NICE SIA!wahhahaha...me,yixian and sze wei put in effort de lei..no la..most effort is yixian..whahahah..

After that we kept taking photos..then we just slack around my bed lor..whahahaha..my pillow so nice they say smelly..haiz..then we chat abt bla bla bla lor..lol..

simple and nice birthday celebrate..hope u like it hong u..hee..

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

ONE DAY LEFT AT AFS!!! Wohooo!!!

2009-07-09T22:14:00.002+08:00

Finally I've waited for 4 months..finally it's the beginning of my journey..finally I'm going BMT in TEKONG!!! Wohoooo!!!!!!!!!!

Jialat man..till now haven really go pack my bag yet..shit..

sian lor! actually can bring 5 ppl go in de..wth..now becoz H1N1, can oni bring 2..wa lao eh..haiz..sorry sistaz..i come back bu chang k?love ya all..

Heh..tmr quite happening...after work go for a drink at the mess..then after tt meet mr lim and shimu they all eat at jurong kechil there..aft tt drink again?maybe..whaahhahaha...happy happy!

looking forward to tmr and BMT DAY!!!

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Another boring day...

2009-07-04T23:54:00.002+08:00

Sianz ah!!!!

At home for 7 days man!!! So boring..everyday play game play game..listen music..watch tv a bit..hahahha..I think at least give me this week like this..after I go BMT think no chance to slack like tt le..hahaha...

anyway, today is a great day!!! drank a bit but ok la...hahaha...not drunk yet...drank too much redbull that's y now a bit awake..can't sleep sia..lol..

Saw my baby a bit high but she's cute lor..keep saying stupid thing..one day wanna make her drunk, then see how she's like when drunk..wahahahha...den after tt I can...HEH HEH HEH..no la,jokin jokin...I very decent de..whahahaha...

Looking forward to tmr!

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Pulau Ubin

2009-07-01T21:11:00.006+08:00

Went to Pulau Ubin on 21st June..hahaha...Me and Chunkiat taking an aunties group there some of them is their first time wo..lol..

As a tour leader, I seriously donno wat to say when on the bus towards Changi while taking the bus's mic lei..I stam a bit den say,"MORNING! EVERYONE OK ORNOT?!" Hahahhaa...quite funny question...;p

When reached there, all like very excited like tt..Esp my dad's gf, she nvr took aa ride on boat before then scared vomit..hahahha...

The participants...

Gor gor waving his hand..ha..

Very artistic hor??hahhaha...

Me and Wenghua

Dad and his gf

At Pulau Ubin, got one auntie rode on her brother's single-person bike, then both fall off!!! omg..scare me sia..the auntie sit sideways ma..then she hit her head sia..luckily only or bat kat..if not I'll be responsible for her sia..

We went to a lot of places..then in between kept looking out for durians to drop..Some uncles actually gotten durians to eat sia..fresh from the trees de..rambutan also have..whahaha...

After that we went to eat lunch at the seafood restaurant which my dad knows the boss de..then discount a lot sia..the food there also not bad..but maybe is because all hungry..hahha...

Then kns,nearly while we going to finish the trip liao it rained heavily..waaa,then all of us chiong until siao..Me, ALL WET..chunkiat also..hahaha..got poncho like don have like tt..no use de..But overall, all are well and happy...Hee...

HOME SWEET HOME

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

NO TIME NO TIME!!!

2009-06-29T16:26:00.002+08:00

Waaa..7 days never blog le..hahaha..seriously no time man..got time also go slp early..hahha..

Finally me and Baobei spent 1/2 yr together le..time flies soooo fast...It's as if I've known her for years but only spent few months together..really the time pass so fast when you're with your loved ones rite..hahahaha..

Anyway, these few days kept going CC to help out in mailing..5000 letters need to be done man!! omg...today need go down again..but I very happy to help all these things..if accomplished I gonna have a gd meal..hahahaha..very satisfying de lei when completed doing something..somemore nvr send so many letters in my life before..hahaha..

Then went Pulau Ubin recently but will upload the photos fast de..heee..

Anyway, heard Westwood kena H1N1..hope that teacher is alrite..now Tekong also tio..donno go in do wat liao..jialat..heard everyday clean clean clean..hahhaa..but i go in purpose is to train lei..like tt how sia..

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

EVEREADY!

2009-06-21T20:37:00.003+08:00

Donno why I so gan chiong want go BMT..but seriously very curious wanna know how isit like inside..Even though not fang xin my loved ones here but I still need to go..Nvm la..very fast de..sat sun also can come out have fun and get together..hahaha...

here's some pics which I've taken aft i brought back my BMT stuff from CCK ST logistics..haha..

No. 4 with LBV and helmet

Until now still haven check my list of items properly..hahaha..really busy man..;p

So now looking forward to 13th July..think 12th my heartbeat will increase plus high blood pressure coz too excited le..whahahahhaha...

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Suay Day

2009-06-17T20:38:00.002+08:00

Wa lao eh..today damn tmd suay lor..'marina bay' lei...

In the morning I woke up like 15mins earlier..tot can relac relac for a while..then I see the timing,idiot,6.10am! That's the time I shd TAKE BUS already!! Then after tt wtf, the bus going at speed of 30km/hr..I think I run also faster lor!! But lucky I got to workplace in time..haha..

Then at work, reprimanded by madam..aft tt I lost a very important CD which I am supposed to pass to an Encik..Ask those ppl keep saying no no no nvr took..Coz I passed to someone and he say he pass to another person..then tt 'persons' all say don hav..wth..anyway I found it myself..it's somewhere in the dusty area..wtf..

After I OT till 6pm lei, I went to take mrt..I took this NEW route home wanted to try out..so quickly take bus to Eunos mrt..Then the f***ing mrt spoil..delay for 20mins plus..then reach home at 8pm..wtf..

Suay day man..

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Time flies soooooooooo WOLS

2009-06-15T21:32:00.003+08:00

Wa lao eh..Seriously cant wait for madam to come back..coz my time at AFS now is terribly slow..

From morning, I ate breakfast at canteen, then go toilet etc.
see the mails, see news update on computer..
late morning go lib use internet..aft that go E-mart buy PT clothes..
Lunching..Then go slack for a while..
afternoon go read article on the computer..go for break..
then wait for 3.30pm go gym..run..gym..
anxiously wait for 5.30pm..

Hahaha..Tt's my life @ AFS if do nothing..SLACK..which I don really like..

going to gym is ok..but other things that I do I cant remain like this forever..

So, 13th July faster come!! I've been waiting for you very long time ago le..pls pls pls..I need you..;p

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Follow Ur Heart II

2009-06-13T09:24:00.002+08:00

DISCIPLINE

Many people always neglect this word. It's actually a very natural thing in you. Either you ARE or NOT DISCIPLINE.

"Have the discipline to do little things you don't like, and you can spend your life doing the big things you like."

It's true that sometimes we don't enjoy what we are doing regularly. We don't like to study, don't like to work, don't like to workout or exercise. But while you're doing it, you never realise that you could get a diploma, degree cert, never realise that you could save so much with $1 or $2 savings each day, and never realise that you could have such a nice bod. It's all these small little things that make BIG things.

In the past, I've always tried to save $0.50 or $1 into my piggy bank. But sometimes I took out and use it on drinks,bus fares whatever. Soon I realise I never saved much and fucked it, I throw the piggy bank away. Now I discipline myself, saving whatever $1 or $0.50 coins I have and put into my piggy bank-AND NOT TAKE OUT ANY. Now every month I would have extra $100! That's really a lot.

That time I met a sales person introducing saving plans. She mentioned that everytime we din realise we always spent those $5 plus on unneccessary things, why not save them each day and make it few $100 and save it. It's true I sometimes see things I like I just buy UNNECCESSARILY(especially when there's discount..hahaha..).

No wonder in RSAF they taught us to be disciplined(one of our core values). Maybe it's one of the reason why I wanna sign on as regular because I can learn to grow as a person and be disciplined.Hahaha...

Actually discipline also equals to freedom. If you can do things rightfully yourself without much supervision, your boss wun bother you with work. I believe that as long as you did your job well done, I wun bother if you're playing games or sleep in the office(for a while I mean). And I mean a WELL DONE JOB. Not saying a mediocre job.

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Zzzzz....

2009-06-10T00:39:00.003+08:00

Waa..damn tired this few days..

monday go gym take weights..today go gym weights again..then today I finally tried the rope climbing watever they call need for BMT training..finally I DID IT! I CAN CLIMB LOR!! at least BMT know how isit..now still a bit slack..until i go bmt is culture shock..hahaha..i'm ready for it..COME ON!

But wtf..I donno how to come down den I slide down..Ssssss...got that super SHIOK sensation on my hands and my legs..now very pain..blister all over..

but tmr think going gym again..hahaha..coz this few days nothing do..go gym lor..

So many events coming..thurs maybe go eat with Raina they all..Fri meet Sw they all..sat go swimming and running..sun CC open house..thinking of renting car like sw..$30 per day..whahahahaha...so cheap..but still deciding whether wan anot..

Wanna buy handphone also..NON-CAMERA..wth..sian..maybe by Nokia E61 which sebas is using de lo..i think tt's the most I like de...other models my air force frens take le I don wan eh..hahahaha..don wan copy them..;p

k,damn sleepy le..nitez..

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Follow Ur Heart

2009-06-05T10:29:00.000+08:00

Just read a book called "Follow Your Heart" by Andrew Matthews about finding purpose in your life and work.

Recently, I've many fucked up things like the fucked up taxis, fucked up accident, fucked up injuries, fucked up IO, nearly fucked up cannot go BMT, fucked up keep withdrawing money from my bank,and fucked up two-headed snakes around me. And it's 9th time I say "fucked up".

Like this, I can keep on and on with my "fucked ups" about my life and people around me. But, what's the point? No point...

From young, I kept on wondering, why the heck my parents brought me to this world, this family. Wondering why THIS KIND OF family. Money - Quarrels - Money AGAIN - Suicides - MONEY MONEY AND MONEY. Is money that really important?Can it buy love? I always dream of having lots of money, then my whole family will be together. But don't think so now. Even my dad won Toto, he will keep to himself,or at most some to me, but not my mom,sis or bro. In the end half of them still poor. My mom wouldn't go back to my dad, neither my sis nor my bro. Probably life for me might change - buy new car, bike, clothes, or new facelift for my room, etc. But it does not FACELIFT my FAMILY. I always complain to God "Why always me?", "Why always give me this kinda shitty things happening to me? and why not others?".

Now I know all these are lessons for me. Lesson teach me not to see money so important.

Imagine if I'm fucking rich from young, I wun be the Cecilia I am now. I'll be proud, arrogant.....But if I am poor but my wealth are growing slowly by working hard, I will save money, buy neccessary things,do meaningful things or even donate more money if I'm am richer.

If I din have the accident, I might not learn to keep a longer distance and also keep away from taxis. If din have this accident, WORSE, I might go at higher speed and just die on the spot.

The people I hate to see, hate to talk to. They are just THERE - in my life. No choice have to see and talk to them. Just accept them lor. If my life wun have these people, I wun know what are two-headed snakes. Books don teach me how to look out for these people. It is lessons from life that we know. Driving Theory Books also din tell me TAXIS were dangerous. All this comes from life experiences. Only from life experiences, we know who are these people, what are the problems and BOOOOMMBB!!! -comes the 'disasters' when it happens, we learn it.

Most of the times when the 'disasters' come, we tend to say 'why me?' and not learn it. Probably locked urself for a week or sometimes even for a month from people who care for you, and many great things which you've missed. What's the point? The sun still rise, the raining clouds still move away, now you still in one piece and still have to live on. Just live on lor. Either you can choose to be happy or sad. Nobody can help you. Not even God. He wun say," don be sad, next path I giving you will be great happiness." No, God don act this way, seriously. If you don move at all, if you just locked urself up, you still end up locking urself up.

So for me, whatever has happened, HAS HAPPENED. Whatever has not happened, I'm ready to take it seriously. Love it or Hate it. Ur life will be depend on how you act and what you do, how you react to different situation. Life will never be easy. Even when you're old,retired,having lots of money,but ur health still deteriorates. 生死病老.

So given two choices - live it HAPPILY or FULL OF COMPLAINTS?

of course happily lor.

Now I learnt not to complain. Coz I know I have the people I loved around me. My dad,mom,sis,bro(yea, he still my bro,love or hate him),baobei,sistaz,buddy,machi,friends, god ma/dad, aunties etc..what for I complain..I got what I wanted,bikes,cars don have but I know sooner or later..BMT passed. So now what? COME ON,GIVE ME MORE CHALLENGES! I WANT TO GROW!

of course don implicate my loved ones. Even it does, I take it. I am ready for it.not say I wished for.but I guessed I'm ready.

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

13TH JULY 2009

2009-06-04T22:41:00.002+08:00

BMT on 13th July-NOT THE 13th FIRDAY!!!

Haha..lucky me..I not so suay afterall..anyway I just ran 2.4km. SHIT. I ran 13mins plus compared to last time i ran 12mins plus..I want get gold for my IPPT. Jialat 1 month MC at home never train..now weak le..jialat..

Me and Baobei planning run and swim every weekends le..WohoO!! Finally she can train me le..will be tired I know but no choice..Baobei u must help me!!

13th July think i'll be very anxious..scared lei..heard i only gals..maybe need sleep and chiong with the guys..but some say got gals from army and navy..donno la..see my luck..

Now must motivate myself to train up and build up muscles..den can go thru BMT..After BMT must go thru SISPEC..also another jialat one..but I'll jia you de!!!Heh heh heh...

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

ONE WORD - TIRED

2009-06-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Zzzz...Managed to blog after a tedious workout at Bishan..It's call Nordiac walking..simply put it-walking with 2 sticks..hahhaa..sounds wierd but really is using 2 sticks to walk as per normal..sounds easy but using the correct technique, it's fucking tiring and it stretch ur whole arm muscles...Jurong Spring CC is going to be the pioneer batch to start the Nordiac walking class so interested pls join!

First time take 157 bus from my house until all the way to Toa Payoh Interchange..Zzzz...tired and waste of time..playing itouch all the way..sianz...after that still must take bus 90 to AFS..wanted to sleep but..scared over stop..hahaha..

Anyway, the whole journey took me like 2hrs and I was fucking tired and having a headache..my whole body was like floating like my mind..felt so lost initially but now ok le..all my friends are so friendly and welcoming me back warmingly..heee thks guys!

Today did almost nothing except in the morning I had some typing..Other than that I was trying to find out my BMT dates and mine is-->13th July 2009!!! Who same as me ar? Hahahaha..

now looking forward to my officership..interview finished already now waiting for results but donno when lei..lol..

Last thing to blog is my car which failed the bank loan..but tt's ok! I'm ok with it..coz now got BMT already so looking forward to it..having BMT means having PROMOTION! but must pass everything like IPPT la..Hee..

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

Medical Review

2009-05-29T17:18:00.005+08:00

Hihi guys...Just came back from my review..hahaha..

Everything went fine..just that I today forgot wear splint kena 'f***ed' upside down by the therapy nurse there..hahaha..no la,she scold oni..First review was abt my finger which still has 10degree of bend from the surgery..but to me no diff de la..lol..

anyway wat's important is my collar mallet bone...the doc say I still need at least 3 months from the day I accident means july ok le...because my bone now is newly 'born' so a bit soft..giving me light duties till 28th June..

My collar bone fractured:

But I recover quite fast..Every diet is: Pig's Big Bone Soup, Mushroom, Rice, Bird's Nest, Xue Ha, Chicken Essence...Milk&milk&milk...Milk Bread, Drink Milk, Milk Cream Biskit, Drink milk again..Donno my breast got bigger anot..wahhahahahaa...

Now having lots of unsure dates:
3rd:PLAB MO FFI
5th:TTSH Appointment
22nd: TTSH Appointment again...
22nd: BMT??
28th: End of 'light duties' Day...
9th July: BMT??

Hopefully I going July batch..Have more time recover..Actually now ok liao le..badminton also can play liao..training shd be can de lor..haiz..just hope 3rd FFI the MO allow me go BMT..PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS!!!!! I need bo bi bo bi ti gong again..."天公,我是憨人...torlong你疼我...我会死卑乖eh...torlong torlong 你让我顺顺利利..谢谢!! "

AND-Monday go back work le...SIANZ AH!!! 5am wake up,5.30am take bus to lakeside Mrt,6am take mrt,7am reach Toa Payoh Mrt,take bus to AFS..DAMN SIANZ AH!!!wth wth wth wth...come back i think 8pm then reach home..sianz...

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

GOOOOOOOOD MORNING!!!!

2009-05-29T09:23:00.003+08:00

Zzzz......Yawn....morning..woke up by my dad(AGAIN)...I just cannot wake-up-and-go-back-sleep de type la..donno y..once I wake up I'll be awake liao..shit. how to survive during BMT...later they in the middle of night wake up call, then I die liao lor..Hahahaha...

Anyway,today I having appointment at TTSH 1.30pm for collar bone and another 3.10pm for finger de...hopefully all goes well..coz I got exercise my finger myself lei...'exercise'?? Wahahahha...eh,think where..move fingers la..By MOVING my fingers UP & DOWN really helps me a lot..wahahhahaha...

anyway,if everything ok le I'll tell my MO gimme go BMTraining in July..Then can faster promote my rank..Now my rank..haiz..nvm..Just hope that I can pass my officer de interview..Even though OCS a bit xiong, but I'll be ready and strong enough to overcome it! HO HO HO!!!

And today I also waiting for my car result...see got other ways anot..if not,sob,I'll have to,sob.................................rent car le..lol..each month $280 for Hyundai Getz also...include rd tax and insurance...See how ba...

IDIOT. FORGOT MY APPOINTMENT CARDS ALL WITH WENG HUA. SHIT!

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.

First Post!

2009-05-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

Hello! Just trying out new blog see can 'tahan' and sustain it anot..think after I start work no time again..Haha..

Ok, recently just met an accident on 15.4.09..GOSH!!! I hate T**I drivers man! they seriously got driving license anot??haiz...now I ring finger fractured,collar bone fractured..brain 'fractured'..soul and mind 'fractured' too..you know wat I mean..it just SHIT all this comes to me..why must I be the suay one..I before this night was fasting for my medical review next morning cox got blood test..waste my effort lor!!! I was so damn hungry lei..fast for 12 hours..and what happens?!

Even my poor phantom,also tio..jialat..now scrap le lor..no more bike le lor..haiz..

My precious box behind my phantom also lost..all my documents inside!!! stupid right..donno which idiot go take..and nvr GIMME BACK!!!wth...think the person who take earned like $150+ lor...

inside got:

1.street directory $10

2.my saf hat $10+

3.bike log card

4.bike insurance

5.a pen $1

6.cloth $5

7.raincoat $50

8.shoe coat$25

9.passenger helmet $40

Now how? buy off peak lor..I wanted ride back bike de..but..Only my buddy Raymond support me..hahaha..wat to do..

Dad:不要啦!宁愿你买车!

Mom:你敢?!你试试看!

Sis:哎哟...

Weng Hua:!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@

Raymond:买啦?你不怕actually 可以的...有experience改次要看好好咯....

Sistaz: 神经病!达bus 啦...

Friends: bla bla 不要 bla bla...不要 bla bla 不 bla bla...

all I can hear is 不words..hahaha...but I know you all care for me..now looking at Hyundai Getz le lor...Silver 1.1 Manual de..Hatchback..but waiting..

current status: bank loan approved but need one more guarantor(for a very stupid reason)

each month

installment: $210

Petrol: $160

car park:$65

miscellaneons(ERP,cash card,coupons): $50

Total: $500

public transport each month

bus to lakeside mrt: $1

mrt to toa payoh: $2

bus from mrt to AFS: $1+

SubTotal: $5X2=$10 per day

Total:$10X20=$200+$150(weekends)=$350 to $400

(includes 5am wake up,8pm reach home everyday..limited places to go during weekends..)

I seriously don wan live until like that..life is already so miserable..making myself more cham like this..might as well get a car..of course since I got regular income la..no money don think abt it..

Just hope that I can go BMT and passed my officership interview..pass le my financial will be smoother liao..bo bi bo bi ti gong can help me..coz i know ti gong tia gong lang(天公疼憨人)! hahahhaha..

.;*'^^DreamsComeTrue^^'*;.